Wednesday, September 18, 2013
Sunday~Worship, and "Home"
In my childhood, with my grandmother, we often worshiped in this little chapel in the town of Moose, Wyo. while my grandfather, my father and uncles would go to fish or hunt on Sunday mornings. The men would also hunt and fish on almost every other morning too, leaving before it was light and returning in time for supper. This little chapel, the Chapel of the Transfiguration, holds many blessed memories of the times in this valley.
Inside it is tiny, with handhewn pews of carved pine and a simple cross in front of the window over the altar, framing the mountains beyond. The chapel is part of the Episcopal Church, and always has been a mission of St. John's Episcopal Church in the town of Jackson. It was built in 1925 and is the same today as I remember it as a little girl. I can recall the times with my grandmother as we would prepare for service and drive from the cabin to the chapel, always sitting in the second pew on the left, together.
Simple wonderful times of worship in this place.
Things change, and we have become involved in another chapel South of the town of Jackson. When we come back to the valley, I look forward to returning to worship in this church with these
wonderful folks. The Chapel at River Crossing...
It is not part of the Episcopal Church, and it also not an Anglican Church. In the beginning, Anglican liturgy was used for the early service and the second service was very contemporary, with Worship and Praise. But that has changed once again, and their services are non-liturgical in style. We begin with Worship and Praise, we greet one another at the Peace. The sermon follows with scriptural teaching, and ends with the breaking of the bread and communion together. What I have noticed is this:
the church is more modern and so much larger. But beyond the altar which sits at the base of the stairs made of huge pine logs, the cross is imposed on the lectern. Simple candles are lit, and huge pine logs frame the window. Outside is the scene of the mountain range and the beauty of the surrounding valley, just like at the Chapel in Moose.
We arrived late on Saturday night and were up and out very late that night. But I could barely sleep anticipating our return to this church family. Service was to begin at 8:45, and we were up at 6:30 to be there on time. Walking in, I felt like I was coming home; it felt like we had not been away long at all. It was so familiar and so good to be there. The service started at nine, and I thought maybe the Pastor of our church would not be there. Last year, his son-in-law Jason led the service. After a long summer of worship, our Pastor Mike Atkins and his wife Patty were taking some time away. This summer, the church had it's first theatre production, designed to draw visitors as outreach to the community. I knew it was a busy season. And I was prepared to miss our Pastor again this year. He was nowhere in sight, and as we began to worship, Jason was leading worship and praise with the band. And then I noticed that somehow Pastor Mike had slipped into his seat in the front row. Both Jim and I felt a Peace about this time in our church. We truly had come "home" on this Sunday.
This is the church where I accepted God's will in my life, the Chapel at River Crossing. Pastor Mike led deliverance that first year, and he called all of those members up to the altar who were prepared to surrender their own will to God. I will never forget it, because I had been so opposed to the altar call.
I was looking for something back then, and Mike knew how to reach me. And as I sat in my seat and listened to Mike Atkins speak about surrendering your own will, and calling God into your life, to be the all in all...I could not stop myself from approaching the altar, and kneeling before God, and accepting God's will as my own. What a great night that was.
And What a change that night has made in my life!
It was a great Sunday this past Sunday. It was a blessing to see everyone again, to hear Mike's teaching, to worship with this wonderful congregation. It felt like home. It felt right.
As you leave the church, this message is carved above the entryway: it means alot to see this!
HOME, where I DO belong. We will have several more Sundays with this church family.
We went off to town for breakfast after service, and met some folks in the parking lot who were also looking for Mike Atkins. They said they were "Lost" and could we help them?"
We sure could.....they weren't lost at all. They had found The Chapel at River Crossing, Pastor Mike Atkins, and his congregation. Home at Last...Amen!
Tuesday, September 17, 2013
Denver to Jackson
Preparing to leave Denver on Saturday, we weren't sure which route we could take.
We talked about backtracking east, turning north and catching I80 east of Cheyenne. This route would add several hours to the trip to Jackson Hole Saturday morning. We were trying to have more
hours with family in Denver, and we didn't want to get into Jackson Hole very late.
Mother nature was having her way with the Denver environment north of the city all the way to the Wyoming state line. Interstate 25 was closed at Longmont, Secondary roads were under water. We listened to terrible Stories of folks stranded, missing, dead; vehicles driving on seemingly solid roadways, and falling through into washed-out holes.
This was a hundred-year flood. Storms passing over the mountains on the front range dump massive inches of rain on the dry river beds, creeks, rivers, reservoirs and streams high in the mountains. The water begins to fill these dry river beds, creeks, rivers, reservoirs and streams and begins running down the slopes of the mountains, through the towns where folks have settled in large and small communities. Everyone wants to live by a beautiful rushing river!! The beauty and the calm are soothing.
The reservoirs serving the town's water needs fill and the dams burst, sending the water fast downstream-- flooding the towns along the route. It can be a terrible disaster, and it has been an awful time in Denver.
Jim's brother Tom tells us there is no problem 30 miles to the west over the mountains.. The storms are passing over the front range. I70West is the best route to take. Once past the front range, the way is clear. He is going to his cabin in Frasier Colorado on Saturday to deal with the damage from a porcupine chewing through the side of his cabin, and the mess left by this visitor!
In the morning we decide to try heading North to see if the roads are open but we quickly learn that even more roads are closed, Route 76 East is closed, and so we head West on I70 and drive through the beautiful mountains and ski areas of the Colorado mountains. At Silverthorne Colorado, we turn into the mountains and begin the route that takes us up toward the Wyoming state line.
From Silverthorne we wind up through the mountains, headed toward Steamboat Springs and the famed ski resort, memories from my days of skiing run through my mind. I remember Steamboat from many years ago. We descend Rabbit Ears Pass into the town of Steamboat Springs
The area is just as beautiful, but built up to be a place that is much larger than it once was. Yet still, Steamboat remains a Western town with some of the best skiing in the Western United States and some pretty great nightlife in the winter, as I recall...SMILE...
From Steamboat Springs we continue through the towns of Milner and Hayden, to Craig Colorado... passing through small towns with huge power plants, quaint western towns with one church for the entire community and one gas station, one grocery, one doctor's office for miles.
At Craig, we turn North to head toward Rawlins, Wyoming and Interstate 80.
All along the route, we have had sunshine, but as we enter the desert areas of Northern Colorado and Southern Wyoming we begin to see the storms build, all the time staying just behind or aside us. Rain shafts appear to the West of the route, but we pass through with only a few drops on the windshield.
We enter an increasingly desolate area of haunting beauty and quiet, mile after mile of no sign of community, the occasional hawk or common crow flying overhead, oil rigs dotting the landscape
As a little girl, I remember driving through the desolation of the southern portion of the state of Wyoming with my father and thinking how ugly and awful it was; I remember feeling almost a sense of shame of this being the state that I loved so much. I was always so anxious to just get through it and head North to the beauty of the mountains...
But this trip, I had new eyes and new appreciation for the hauntingly beautiful quiet and openness of this wide open place that almost no one calls home
I felt a new sense of appreciation and love for this landscape. Shortly we began to notice herds of antelope, small herds of cattle, and solitary antelope off to the side of the highway
their white markings caught our attention as we drove and we began to see more and more of them, lying down in the deep grasses and sagebrush prairies
we had skirted storms all the way up from Denver, but now more thunderheads and swirling clouds were laid out in front of us as we neared our exit at Rock Springs Wyoming. As a young girl, I always measured my distance and my time... and the build up of my excitement for reaching Jackson came, when I exited Interstate 80 at Rock Springs. I could settle back into my driver's seat after passing Rock Springs and anticipate the beauty and the peace of Jackson Hole....
Out ahead of us was what looked like a tremendous and dangerous storm. But once again, we steered around it, God moved this storm just to the North of the Interstate and we exited in sunshine at Rock Springs and began our northern route. We drove through the little towns of Eden, Farson, and Boulder ... arriving in Pinedale and then finally passing into the increasing beauty of the drive into Hoback Junction just South of Jackson, where my heart resides. The river ran beside the road for miles; rushing water, and calm stretches.
The sun was setting quickly, the sky turning an intense golden over the southern portion of the mountain range. We drove past our church, The Chapel at River Crossing, and then entered town. Jim decided that I needed to go immediately to the valley. The sun was setting quickly, but we drove through town and began our ascent into the valley, past the elk refuge. Here the road ascends gradually at the base of the butte on the left side of the road..... Past the refuge and the ponds of the trumpeter swan haven in winter. Slowly slowly... and suddenly, seemingly out of nowhere, rises the Teton mountain range; from the valley floor the mountains rise into view. But today, above 8000 feet, the mountains were obscured by clouds this night. Still, they were in front of us and I was there in the valley I love so much once again.
As dusk began to increase we drove into the little town of Moose WY, populated only by the Ranger headquarters, Ranger living area, the tiny Chapel of the Transfiguration from my childhood days here. We turned left onto the Moose-Wilson Road to head to the cabin. The road rises again suddenly from the valley floor to the next level high into the mountains.
Almost immediately we came into what is affectionately referred to here as an "ani-jam" An ani-jam refers to any congregation of vehicles and their people which are stopped to view wild animals along any road in the area. Vehicles were stopped...one with it's Cadillac back-end jutting into the roadway, forcing all others to veer onto the sagebrush to get around. Folks with huge cameras on tripods lined the roadway, and I scanned the hillside to see what...in this area usually moose or bear...was attracting all this attention. Morning hours and dusk are the most active times for wild animals. Bear are in hyperphagia to prepare for hibernation.....
Soon, as we traveled high along the narrow mountain road to the cabin, we learned what all the excitement was about....
We came upon another group of 30 or more people along the left side of the road at the location of the Beaver ponds. Across the narrow road are stands of tall Aspen trees at the base of a high sagebrush-covered hill. The Aspens are just beginning to turn gold with the coming of fall.
In front of the people stood a young, tall, blond, pony-tailed female ranger, arms outstretched; standing tall and silently in a protective stance of these people and their cameras. Across the narrow road and in the aspens, no more than five feet from the car....I could have reached out and touched...a beautiful, amazingly large Bear. He was agitated by all of these people out of their cars with their cameras, no more than 30 feet away from him. The rule here is 100 yards from bears and moose, and here these people were...out of their vehicles and standing protected only by this poor ranger who, as Jim said, was doing the best job she could do until help could arrive in the form of more rangers and equipment to deal with this increasingly dangerous situation.
As I said, the bear was clearly upset with his predicament. The beaver ponds contain berries and nourishment for the bears who consume more than 20,000 calories per day to prepare for winter. This was the bear's suppertime, dusk in the mountains at the beaver pond. His upset was being demonstrated by his circling in place, around and around and around where he stood.... Classic frustation stance for a bear. Ranger vehicles were in sight, descending from the Wilson station, and ascending from the Moose station to give aid to the ranger who was risking her life for the STUPID people who were out of their cars, 30 feet across the road from this huge bear, at the height of hyperphagia! We placed our Tahoe vehicle between the crowd, the ranger and the bear as the other rangers began to pull up. If I had put my window down, I could have patted the bear on the head, ALMOST. ... Not quite. He was absolutely the most beautiful bear...in his own habitat, facing stupid humans who just want a pic of the bear! .... At the risk of their lives, especially in this situation.
We drove on, finally, and left the rangers to deal with the danger and frustration. We unloaded at the cabin and headed into town for supper and groceries. Darkness was complete....no lights except headlights make it very dark. Lightning flashed over the mountains. A steady stream of headlights was coming up the road from what was the ani-jam. The rangers had succeeded in convincing the people of what was the right-minded thing to do. And darkness took away the opportunity for pictures! Amen! Thank you, Lord. "Home" at last.
Monday, September 16, 2013
Meditation~ The Measure to Measure With
When your enemy falls into your hands, do not consider how you can pay him back and let him feel the sharp edge of your tongue before sending him packing; consider rather how you can heal him and restore him to a better frame of mind. Continue to make every effort both by word and deed until your gentleness has overcome his aggressiveness.
Nothing has more power than gentleness. As someone has said:
A soft word will break bones.
And what is harder than bone?
Well then, even if someone is as hard and inflexible as that, he will be conquered if you treat him gently.
There is another saying: A soft answer turns away wrath.
It is obvious, therefore, that whether your enemy continues to rage or whether he is reconciled depends much more on you than on him. For it rests with us, not with those who are angry, either to destroy their anger or enflame it.
--Saint John Chrysostom
Nothing has more power than gentleness. As someone has said:
A soft word will break bones.
And what is harder than bone?
Well then, even if someone is as hard and inflexible as that, he will be conquered if you treat him gently.
There is another saying: A soft answer turns away wrath.
It is obvious, therefore, that whether your enemy continues to rage or whether he is reconciled depends much more on you than on him. For it rests with us, not with those who are angry, either to destroy their anger or enflame it.
--Saint John Chrysostom
Monday, September 9, 2013
Meditation: Carrying our Cross
The purpose of suffering is to teach us that, in the last resort, we have nothing to hope for apart from God, to force us to place all our desires in him. When pain is prolonged beyond the point at which nothing can distract us from it, becomes so intense that our whole attention is absorbed; then we must lose consciousness or go temporarily mad or master it by charity. Our Lord's method was the last. His whole sensibility outraged, deserted by his friends and deprived of all earthly consolation, he sent forth his spirit in longing towards the Father in the supreme act of love whereby we are redeemed.
"Father, into thy hands I commend my spirit".
This was the heart of redemption, of the sacrifice of the cross. Not pain, not individual suffering offered up to God as a sort of gift--as if we could give anything to God which is not already his, or as if (which is equally unthinkable) he could take pleasure in human anguish. The blood and wounds of Calvary are tokens of an immortal love. Through them Christ demonstrated to the world how close was his union with the Father. In this way, he proposed himself as the model, and gave countenance to the universal and only significant meaning of sacrifice to God: inner dedication of spirit. Whatever is offered to God in order to raise man's spirit to him may be called a sacrifice.
Dom Alfred Graham-
Thursday, August 22, 2013
~Meditation for today~
Be an example of sincere faith and of a life pleasing to God, and, like the Apostles, you will be the fragrance of Christ, drawing all people to follow Him. But do not importune all people indiscriminately with your words, for in this way you will only destroy your peace with others and in yourself. Have an ardent zeal and a strong desire for everyone to know truth in the same degree of perfection as you have it, and to be intoxicated with this wine, which God has promised and which is now given by him without price (Isaiah 55:1) This thirst for the salvation of your neighbors you must always have; but it must arise from your love of God, and not from ill-judged zeal. God himself will plant such love for your brethren in your soul, when it has renounced all things, and will come in his own time to collect its fruit. But you must not sow anything of your own accord; all you have to do is offer to God the earth of your heart, free of all tares and thistles, and he will sow the seed in it, how and when He wills. This seed will bring about fruit in its proper time.
Remember always that God wishes to see your soul withdrawn from everything in order to unite it with himself. So leave Him to act in you, and do not hinder him by the interference of your will. Make no plans for yourself, except one--always seek to please God by obedience to His will. The householder has already gone out to find laborers for his vineyard, according to the Gospel parable. Put away all care and all thought, strip yourself of all anxiety about yourself and all passionate attachment to anything temporal, and God will clothe you in himself and will give you things you cannot even conceive. Wholly forget about yourself, as much as you can, and let only Love of God live in your soul. ~Fr Lorenzo Scupoli (+1610)
Remember always that God wishes to see your soul withdrawn from everything in order to unite it with himself. So leave Him to act in you, and do not hinder him by the interference of your will. Make no plans for yourself, except one--always seek to please God by obedience to His will. The householder has already gone out to find laborers for his vineyard, according to the Gospel parable. Put away all care and all thought, strip yourself of all anxiety about yourself and all passionate attachment to anything temporal, and God will clothe you in himself and will give you things you cannot even conceive. Wholly forget about yourself, as much as you can, and let only Love of God live in your soul. ~Fr Lorenzo Scupoli (+1610)
Thursday, August 8, 2013
Meditation: Losing our Life for Jesus' Sake
God is there in these moments of rest and can give us in a single instant exactly what we need. Then the rest of the day can take its course, under the same effort and strain, perhaps, but in peace. And when night comes, and you look back over the day and see how fragmentary everything has been, and how much you planned that has gone undone, and all the reasons you have to be embarrassed and ashamed: just take everything exactly as it is, put it in God's hands and leave it with him. Then you will be able to rest in him--really rest-- and start the next day as a new life.
O my God, fill my soul with holy joy, courage, and strength to serve you. Enkindle your love in me and then walk with me along the next stretch of road before me. I do not see very far ahead, but when I have arrived where the horizon now closes down, a new prospect will open before me, and I shall meet it with peace. Amen.
~Saint Teresa Benedicta of the Cross
O my God, fill my soul with holy joy, courage, and strength to serve you. Enkindle your love in me and then walk with me along the next stretch of road before me. I do not see very far ahead, but when I have arrived where the horizon now closes down, a new prospect will open before me, and I shall meet it with peace. Amen.
~Saint Teresa Benedicta of the Cross
Thursday, August 1, 2013
A prayer to remember...
God
of mercy and compassion, you hold out to us the hand of your mercy to
raise us up from the misery our selfish sinfulness has brought upon us
and upon those whose lives we touch. Teach us to weep where we have
caused weeping, to mourn where we have caused mourning, and to lift up
what we have brought low. In hope and trust, we turn to you for
healing, through Jesus Christ your Son, our Lord, who lives and reigns
with you in the unity of the Holy spirit, one God for ever and ever.
Amen
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